Past

Finding it easier to borrow, from the past. Bankrupt.

'If only I had a chance to learn from my mistakes, I would but there are too many things you don't do twice; in fact, the most important things are things you don't do twice, so you can't do them better the second time. You do something wrong, and see what the right thing would have been, and are ready to do it, should you have the chance again, but the next experience is quite different, and your judgment is wrong again, and though you are now prepared for this experience should it repeat itself, you are not prepared for the next experience.'
~Lydia Davis, A second chance